One More Emotion

I have seen that face million times in the past three years. Still that face seems so interesting every time I look at it. The face with which I live today and should know how it reacts to each and every situation but still it never fails to amuse me with its reaction.

I have always listened to Romantic songs. They were good but have always felt that there was something missing. You ask me now how does a romantic song feels and trust me, you will get an elaborated answer. Now that we are talking about songs, I have just realized why I always liked slow and sad songs, always thought they were so complete and each and every emotion used to stuck to me for a while. You won't believe if I will tell you that I havn't listened to any sad song in past 2 years back to back. Is it because you have someone in your life now? Wasn't there someone else in your life earlier. I mean you always have your family. But why still you want that someone special to know what exactly life means, what exactly happiness means, what exactly being complete means?

I have always had these scattered thoughts. I have always been a confused one. I have always stood in front of a window and never knew what I was thinking but still I was thinking something. I have never gone to bed with no thoughts. My head was always so full of thoughts - Job, basketball, being happy, being fat and so on. Now, I just go to bed with no thoughts with such a clear head that I over sleep sometimes.

Does Tension drives you? Tension was the one that used to wake me up in the middle of the night or because of which I never used to sleep! Now I don't remember a night when I havn't slept peacefully. It is not that I don't want to work now or I am not ambitious now or I just want to sit at home or I just want to make food for that face. Its just that I don't want to miss any emotion on that face when he is home. I can't leave that face and suck up in the office.

His face is a bright light in that journey of happiness which I'm so lucky to find!

Call me Love Stuck, Call me that person who has turned completely poetic after her marriage, don't care till the time that face is with me - the face of my love, my best friend, my greatest crtitic (yes, he tells me what all spelling mistakes I have done), my husband - My Vikram Singh Rana!